Matty Layne Glasgow: June 2017 Poet of the Month
I GREW UP WANTING
to fuck my superhero, bend him
over, cape over face, & let him feel
something for once. Clark, baby,
you left those tortoiseshell rims on
the nightstand, your want the only
pulsing kryptonite that kept you
from coming too soon. Red boot tips
to sky, eyes swallowing universe as
it swallowed us both whole. It didn’t
take x-ray vision for them to see right
through us. Your invincibility buried
beneath a baggy jacket, a high-pitched
voice. My desire to strip all that away—
a growing weakness for curves like yours,
for a strength alien to me. Somewhere
beneath the s-curl of your yellow shield,
a part of you needed to lift us up, to save
the planet crumbling around us, but you
always did your best work on your back,
or against the wall, so you let the world
burn that day. We watched hellfire rain
& brimstone through the open window
while you taught me to build a fortress
from my solitude. I kept your red speedo
for a souvenir, left you your belt & blue
tights, those leather boots hovering
toward the door. I kept the cape, too.
Just a little stained something to hold on-
to, to remember the mess we made, & the
ones who expected so much more from us.
Matty Layne Glasgow is a poet and MFA Candidate in Creative Writing & Environment at Iowa State University where he teaches social justice rhetorics and serves as the Poetry Editor for Flyway. Matty’s queer ’lil ditties have appeared or are forthcoming from journals here and there, including WILDNESS Journal, Rust+Moth, Flyway, HIV Here & Now and TheNewVerse.News, which recently nominated him for a 2017 Pushcart Prize. He has three great loves: his partner—Iran, hot fiery food, and poems that burn. He queerly tweets—less and less sparingly—@Matty_Layne.