Prairie M. Faul: Keep Your Knives Sharp, There are Men in This World
Keep Your Knives Sharp, There are Men in This World
I.
I piss in the sink at work
Wait for flowers to grow
Out of my pockets
My mothers mother
Was born in sugarcane
Lived as a whetstone
Let the pigs sleep outside
My mothers daughter
Took blade to pigs throat
Salted & stirred the whorls
that came out
II.
Look at this thing
A cast iron child
Nipping from steel
Too much copper blood
Too little paper in vein
The butcher hog learns calm
Fed fragment of oat & word
When hammer cracks open
There is no piss reply
No shit consecration
Or flowers to splay
III.
What grows from tapered light
Fills a fabric spliced
Drips from hand to hand
Pours down the sink
Here we dress our limbs in oil
A caul-fat shawl for our heads
Here larder is hands wanting
Cradling the fields without yield
Here heat holds in skin for years
Mother to mother to mother to mother
A house built of whetstone
An heirloom of sweating thorns
IV.
My daughters name
Will be soundless
A handle blessed outside
A hand freely holding
May she tend magnolias
When the trees finally fall
Let the knees we bent
Be repurposed prayer
In the dead of heat
I see her knotless
Drifting out to sea
Eyes like lotus leaves, no not even like
I grow, buttressed against
Window pane, along the surface
I smudge imprints
of my upper lip--imprints
From my teeth & the space
Between them--Think about asking
Questions, I don't ask you questions
I don't have answers to, I can tell you
Every living thing grows
In the direction of light--I spread
Myself out, along transparent pane
I spread my legs out, in the sun
I look so honest but at night we wait
Prairie M. Faul is a flagrant transsexual and the author/designer of Burnt Sugarcane (GloWorm Press). Her work can be found in TAGVVERK, Apogee, Reality Beach, Cosmonauts Ave. and elsewhere. She is running from something.