Grace Yannotta: How Does It Feel

Grace Yannotta: How Does It Feel
Photo: Joanna C. Valente

Photo: Joanna C. Valente

Somewhere under the yellow tent

 

daddy long legs never

scared me   because they

seemed like friends. you

can’t see their faces like you

can spiders.       but honestly

I can’t remember if I let them

crawl around in my hand

when I was a little girl.

I hope I did.

it seems like    something

that would have made me

very happy.

the light from my laptop in the december dark permanently damaged my eyes

 

Sometimes the moon

is cold.

Sometimes she glares 

at you from

the trilateral pineapple

slice windows

in your grandmother’s

loft and you 

are reminded pitifully of 

the measly

kidney-stone-hunger-strike-

throbbing-pebble

desperation.

Or, rather, the 

the

I don’t know, is 

there a non-cliche way

of phrasing, paraphrasing, 

pressing

your pupil to the

ink of a book and 

mouthing the

words, tasting 

the mimicked laughter

on your lips…

How does 

it feel to be 

known?

 

Wings, Waxed

 

It was to burst forth

in a loving phrase,

sweating Pallas from an angsty,

knit-heavy Jupiter. 

I was supposed to be 

something once. 

Glorious, perhaps!

Glorious, once.

Suburban Icari

are not Icari at all –

Carolina skies

are always

homecoming-blue;

Flight is unnecessary

when an imagination

is so explosive that

you already hold

the clouds – yes,

right there! In your

lined palm. But the

sun will taunt you

    senseless until

you finally succumb.


Grace Yannotta is a sophomore at UNC, double majoring in English and History. She has work published or forthcoming in Revue Post, Pider Mag, and Gravity of the Thing, and is an inaugural winner of the Zachary Doss Friends in Letters Memorial Fellowship. She is also an associate editor and writer at Limeaid, as well as an Editorial Coordinator at Poets Reading the News. You can find her on Twitter @lgyanno.