Evan Williams: Heat Lightning

Evan Williams: Heat Lightning

Photo: Joanna C. Valente

Mother Dearest

 

I am

sorry. I've been thinking

about the last time we baked and

I licked the spoon clean, how I slept

that night, and all

was safe.

 

I dreamt I was waiting for a boy named Hansel.

 

I woke with my face in the grass, unsure

of where I'd been carried.

Where did you carry me, Mother Dearest?

Did you get home safely?

I've made friends with the owl who sleeps above me.

He asks who, who brought you and I drift off.

 

I dream I am waiting for a boy named Hansel.

 

Mother Dearest, please

send me a little baking soda to put in the soil;

it will make the ground rise and this is how

I will build a home. I will make it

sweet, with some sugar too. Maybe

I will sleep soundly.

 

As I dream, a boy named Hansel will arrive.

 

 

Heat Lightning

 

He can stay

if you sleep outside: the rule

for friends during the summer

when it was nice out. We’d stay up,

never sleeping,

convincing each other

which girls were hot,

who we might have a chance with.

 

When we did finally sleep

on the trampoline,

a bounce and then

closer, under stars and above

the earth we'd surely be buried in

if anyone found out.


Evan Williams is an undergraduate at The University of Chicago. He thinks a lot about masculinity, and about lighter topics, like how best to name the animals he and his brother come across. His work has appeared or is forthcoming in DIAGRAM, Heavy Feather Review, and Fourteen Poems, among others, and he can be found on Twitter @evansquilliams.