Emily Jean McCollister: You Told Your Father About Me
I take my arm up over
my head over the field of
sugar over
your grandmother’s
grave in Ville Platte
I throw my arm like
a boomerang I put it
in your toes
your eyes widen
but they aren’t eyes at
all they are discs
they are
they are tacos
& I want to eat them --
I wonder how
your engines feel
how you moan
how you pirogue
how you back
that ass up
four teen and
seven years
ago that cockroach
took your life
“how unfortunate”
I say every now-
and-again when
I throw tiny
toasters at your tombstone
you told your father about me
you told him I was smart
I ate the pit of a peach
spun down the rabbit
meditated in your
typewriter __ 1775
you told me you trusted me
I had ink imprinted on your
skin: a horse named Samuel
kissed me on the mouth
I needed some sunglasses
left you sitting there beaming
with your shoulder black and wet
my feet playing
soccer on summer
asphalt in Itapeacu
mouth like a hug no chocolate
all silver no string
sun in my face on
your nose
oh if I could
smudge the sweat
do you know you look like Neymar?
I hear Antarctica is tender this time of year
do you have any kids?
would you like to unzip my body
catch a glimpse of whats inside
I heard an old wives tale
that a ghost lives in there
a holygram
Teddy really
he really wrecked
this place all over
have you tasted the traffic?
it's terrible
have you licked the mountains
like I lick your shoulder?
take me there
Emily Jean McCollister lives and writes in Baton Rouge, Louisiana where she runs a music venue and creative work-space with a handful of other young entrepreneurs and works for her local arts council. She published her first chapbook in late September of 2016. You can find her chapbook at http://www.thecheesecakewasneverjustcheesecake.com/